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I just want to be Loved OR I hate myself and I want to Die

by Voodoobasement

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1.
Upskirt 02:26
If you want to be loved then you better speak up if you want to get rough you better like the taste of blood if you want to get your crush then you better not fall in love and if you want to fall in love you break some necks and drink some blood girl I'm so happy that you showed up I'd like to interest you in some new drugs And you love it when I say it and you love it so I'll say it gorgeous and flawless so viscious, a hot mess Girl you know I'm always there sipping on your tears and feeding you despair and once you get used to it you'll see it just get's better your white turns to red coz blood is sweeter than sugar
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Butterfly 04:03
You opened the window and cherryblossoms filled your high But your pink eyed dreams are snowflakes in disguise Wishing for so much more you've seen theese pink fairys before Autum reigns your heart after all, your gaze is stuck on a wall It is cold in here These are the insides of Calus Nite Dry orfices, scars and stains Moonlight is as rare as a ray of sunshine Halogenlights indicate the passing days The endorphiones are rushing looking for realease the limbs are shaking, twitching driving pulse of fear endlessly breaking spine of decay holds every piece excrements on the wall spelling out in their state of smear "it is cold in here" I'm peeking into your veins hypnotizing the architet the worries you forget whereever marble breaks the stairs rot and fade away black hole in the pupil pink swamp in the neurons so thin and so fragile like the wings of a butterfly one more step to freedom the wind in your hair is a sweet release Found your missing parts blink one last time pink cloud of blood Now, off, there you go eyes made of glass porcellain soul
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The first time I ever walked in the sunlight A storm came by and blew me away The first time I ever walked in the moonlight time went backwars and blew me away well, Earth has it's continents and sees and some green trees well, Earth has lot's of gravity but I've got a nice personality But I don't want to go out anymore I'm feeling so much better than before I'm smiling all the time can't you see? I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm so fucking happy The first time I ever licked a screen I turned invisible and calledd it a day the first time I ever saw your red hair I wished I was special but I guess I'm okay Well, at home there's no rules anymore They can deliver everything straight to your door you can spend all week in your bed and expirience the world trough the magic of the internet But I don't want to leave this room anymore I'm grinning all the time can't you see I'm banging against the walls I'm so happy But I don't want to wake up anymore Dreaming surpasses all that came before I'm content and smiling can't you see? I'm so numb I can't feel misery
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Baby what's the save-word again? Say my name H-U-M-B-E-R-T I can be the one you love so instead of slitting your wrists come and jack me off I can be the one that you always want to want and I can be the one that you kill once we fuck I'm over here, I'm over there appreciating gaze - primal stare spiederlegs for fingers birdnest for hair advocate of love and of despair you're drooling over there sitting so high up in that chair yes, I'm listening, but I don't care my hands are up your skirt but my eyes are everywhere I can be the one tonight who rocks your world but I guess that wouldn't be right So never trust little girls who just want to fuck and never trust monsters who just want to be loved Humbert - say Humbert
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Wake up! Wake up Sleepyface Come on it's nap-time! Count these sacred golden hours like I'm talkin about sleep please align my stars like the stone-stone-stone temple tower karate-chop our hearts and we will all fall apart alien invaders don't take away our saviour why'd you take the best of us Naked dancing skelletons in windows that are pink stuck inside and uranium flame yo what's with that arogant glance you want me to kick your ass I can proof we're innocent with one single song Spiraling out of control and if you scream "UFO" it's what you see you'd love to smile altough you always weep and if you live in an observatory pink bleach is your desire and if you fall towards earth you need to get higher now see how pretty, now see how smart when romance turns into pink-eyes frenzy when the angels make out and knot ropes when Jason Goover is our only hope
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Fucking Retarded Introverted Exotic Neurotic Demonic Seductive Fiendish Rascals Inconsequent Exploits Nervous Delusive Self-Destructive But You save us coz you love us So now save us, so you can feel welcome But You save us, coz you lve us So now save us, so we can feel welcome And whenever there's generosity it's not going to you you are just the proxy for my selfish soul and thanks to that simple fact I'll never really know if what you're saying is the truth or just a cruel joke Fake Relationships Interrogating Emptyness Needy Devils Sensasionalists Foolish Rejects Inconsiderate Ex Narcotic Disturbance Silence I think we would be great together wouldn't we?
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I found your picture in the litter Your lips look sweet but they taste so bitter I found red stains out side your window Can't hear me screaming trough a pillow Pray for it Beg for it Smile and say "Thank you" Oh how I learned to despise you even though no word I ever said was true I fed you lies until you went sour You never wanted to share all the power Say my name, Say my name Make me believe it's worth it again Say my name, say my name and if you do so don't feel shame Make me believe goddess speak up, please, speak up give me arrogance give me obdience give me all you've got and a kiss just say something nice for once is it too much to ask why are you so busy tearing us apart sacrifice your flesh and your soul let the venom flow in baby eat from the altar until you're full virginblood is such good gravy the iris recieves glistening light make this last night count my lady release the words with your mouth opened wide I will call you later maybe
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And now you shall go to sleep It is your last betime-story the skies are blue and glistening white the sun is shining oh-so bright the moon over kawaguchi resides in springs atire and from the depths of the deep blue sea came the black-black-black fire She should have known all stories must have an end so she clses her eyes and folds her hands sending a prayer out into the deepest part of space opened her eyes and felt so amazed a storm of cherryblossoms came crashing down and took her soul away, monster of sound Noah is dead Guidion is dad Alastor dead Liath dead Ian dead Richard dead Calus dead Maribel is dead nobody knows where Jason went but according to the observatory it's unlikely he'll ever come back to meet with his friends You couldn't save them but wish you could've done so none the less it's not your fault - you are just beautiful and innocent and as all the noise fades, like all flesh will one day we want you to remember: We're invisible but never far away
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You gave me something that I wanted then you took it back You fixed something broken with a heart attack Now don't run away I know you know what I know oh, you've got to know I know I know you know Jelly poison is running wild in my veins fingers made of toxic waste holding the medicine I'm not that smart when it comes to addictions but I do like your style I've made up my mind I've made my hair All messed up but I'm still there I've ripped up and grew a pair All messed up overcoming despair I've let go Nothing's fair All messed up but I don't care I've won this bet, oh yes dare All messed up to breath fresh air
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MDMABER 03:12
There's this roaring in the night it's Jon's laugh shaking up the skies He's the kind of guy you have to love Him and Tom taking a piss at Hin and Mike while playing risk it's going like this all the time The ocean is here right in front of us It's been so long since I've seen it The ocean is here right in front of us andd I would jump in Beccy's being pretty calm bright skies the streets are the storm T is having her back and that's for sure looking down from Consti Hill will Dave and Maddy is pretty chilled I don't want to go home anymore 39 North Parade is the best House DEFEND PEACE DESTROY JON Pixie Forest, Idiot-Maze Dominos and fags for days some gravy and some little extra sitting in a train back and I wheep I bet Elliot is already asleep I wish I could stay forever
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McSweeny was right / His prophecy is bloomin Coz your revolution, well, it's never coming Euringer was right, withdrawing his bets from Marc David Chapman Knocking off some heads self entitled listener you're having so much fun but I would like you better if there was a gun pointing at your forehead, give that zylinder a spin you're eating out your oppressors so you can wear their skin DESTROY! You work much harder when you're unemployed and the message is so important but the issue is not so urgent so young and angry and so "artistic" and all our sales shall go balistic I swear that other night, I was so fucking high I had to make excuses just to kiss the sky I'm wasted all the time and I'm always fuckin' high I'll just munch on some cheetos and jerk off all night self entitled listener you're having so much fun but I would like you better if there was a gun who are we kidding you're not listening am I right? Then please like favorite, comment share and subscribe Hey let's all sing "Save the World" While our saviors silently hurl revolting listener now here is your chance to make a small but important difference if you want to bring justice and be of any help then go ahead kill your parents and than kill yourself You wrote cooler songs when you were unemployed
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Pink 10:55
This could be the last time you'll ever get to see your home The vases are shattered, the roses inside are gone Fall in love with my deep-blue eyes This could be the first time that you're calling this place home How do you want me to tell you that our romance has come back to haunt us? Give me your sage advice like back when we burned every single night This skin of mine is a map which leads to your enamoured gaze The scarss on your sould can be healed Show me where X marks the place Our love was interrupted, put on hold first we have to mature without growing old I know you're scared there's not much I could do to help you reach out and hold my hand I need you, because I'm scared too romances collapse every night but this fortress we built might survive prophecies interpreted in our very own way we can build forever if we start today Never encountered such a voice before Never inhaled such fumes before I was given senses on the day I was born But I've never met someone like you before You poured a can of bleach over your head you choked on the vapors and threw up into the sea lift the veil off of your face this is our flag, our chemical anniversary Never felt such awe before Never felt so starstruck before I thought I've seen and felt it all But now I love you even more than before pink it's pink everything is turning pink

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Recorded in Ian D's JOI-Soundlab
All Songs & Lyrics by Voodoobasement

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released August 2, 2014

Ian D. - Shrieking / High Frequencies
IVY – Drones / Mids
Mr. C4lyps0 – Low Tones / NOISE
Saturn – Beats / Scapes

Mixing / Mastering - Ian D

Thank you: Alexander Heidenreich, Sven Meyer, Thore Looke, Flo, CK, Krishna, Clarissa Peru, Rebecca Mathews, Jakob Eduard Carlos, Marin Jischke, Jonathan Howard, David Dalley, Elliot Ward, Tom Knot, Hinshun Wong, Dana Wiegmann, Jam Horngraesen, Patrick Ahlers, Anna-Lena Heidenreich, Björn Rotenhagen, Jan Stumke,

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Cyberpunk from Oldenburg/Germany

Your favorite nightmares and sickest daydreams combined

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